The quietude of Peace

It is Easter Sunday 2010. I have been to sing praise at my church! I have been with my church family and my daughter and her husband as they experienced being at church with our new pastor, and the new people that God has called to be here at LCOP. My oldest son has moved out to somewhere..was gone when we got home from Canada. My middle son and his wife are on the east coast in New York. Those two have afound a new church family and I hope someone invited them to be with them for this amazing day. My youngest son was going to come to church but slept through, he swears he was going to come. Whatever.. anyway Alan I are out in his office he is closing out the month of March for Paktek and for Carrs, and I am reflecting on the peacefulness of my home at the moment. There is only Isaiah and Alan and I here.. it is quiet. Kind of different. But peaceful. I am ready to go visit at my mother's for a little while. My cousin lives with her and tries to care for her but I feel that it is not to be for long. I am going over to find all the book keeping for the taxes and to get Sheila to sign some papers fo the COPES program for mom also. This is one of those things I need God's help with and I know He is there but it is still hard knowing that your parent is slipping away and will not know who you are some day. But I am a woman of action..I will forge ahead and do what needs doing and grieve later. It is stormy and raining again..I need to go visit my mom. Peace..it has so many connotations.